Yes,indeed you are !!! Be warned,there is NO way back !!!
However,having said that,you may find that you quite enjoy sliding down the slope ! Expensive ? Maybe,but then,how long is a piece of string ? How much have I spent since I first stood on the top of the slope ?
Dont even ask !!,I,m afraid to but I regard it as money well spent/wasted,take your choice !.
Jump in and dont look back as you slide further and further down the slope until there is no hope of getting back up,but guess what ? at that point you wont want to ! How do I know ? Ask me !
Been there , done that ,bought the lathe/mill/drill bandsaw ——————and a whole heap of other stuff. Do I need it ? of course not ! Do I want it,do I enjoy it ? You bet !
Some people consider people like us to be nuts [not quite the full shilling],but you get used to it.
Have fun,that,s what it,s all about,remember,you,ll be a long time dead !